Hi,

sorry to hear about your cousin Lors. I haven't had an eating disorder but when i was younger i was naturally very skinny and that was because i used to worry about the slightest thing, i used to eat enough to fill me up but was never sick, if i was worried about something i couldn't eat and it affected my weight. I used to have to use safety pins to pin my trousers to my tops so that they wouldn't fall.

Worst part was, my family thought i was suffering from an eating disorder, when i wasn't, even though i tried to explain they thought i was in denial. Even at school some of the girls would question if i was anorexic. People just didnt understand, my sister would stand outside the bathroom to hear if i was being sick, it was sweet of her to care, but it made me very paranoid.


xx