well the evening went as well as can be expected. as soon as we met i gave her a massive hug and told her how sorry i was for everything that had happened.
when we got to the bar/grill we ordered drinks and she just came out with where it started, everything that had happened, it was devastating, there were a few teary eyed moments from both of us, I tried to hold back as i didn't want to make her feel any worse although when i got home i bawled my eyes out.
she has held the baby and had photographs and footprints taken and has his blanket at home which she sleeps with every night. they had him blessed and cremated.
I still feel terribly emotional today, why is the world so cruel :cry:
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