Oh poor u, i think he was a b******s to even tell u tbh. All i can say is that i remember my first lover (not love) finished with me and i thot my world had ended cos i really thot i loved him. My world crashed around me, but on hindsight i no it was for a reason and im always saying this but to date anything crap has happened to me has had a reason wich i never saw at the tym. Wat doesnt break us makes us stronger. I hope ur feeling better prob ur not just yet but u will in tym. Cut contact if it makes u feel better tell him not to contact u. Hope ur ok xxx

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