I think it's worse because she's always been around and she's Laura's godmother so my kids were pretty close to her before he left me for her anyway!

it's not the kids fault and I try not to let them know how frustrated I am with the situation! they've always spent a lot of time at her house before so it's a very awkward situation

I keep a brave face on all the time - I have to - my kids are my life and I don't want them upset under any circumstances!