I never date
hellooo,
I lived all my life alone . I didn't date any girl before . I'm now 31 years and I never fail in love yet . I think my life is over and I should give up and keep living alone as I used to be all these years . I always had a bad luck . I have no explation for that .. maybe I lost my skills of comunication with people .maybe ........... I'm a teacher and I love the kids so much but no one of them is my real son . I write a lot of poems of love but the funny thing I have no one to tell her about what I wrote . I always imagin that my girl is the most beautiful girl and I enjoy describing her . I like to live in her hair for ever , I wanna tell her that when she smiles the world smiles too and when she cries the world becomes dark .. I lived in my poem without real life so,,,,, years pass and I still standing in my place waiting . I know I'm wrong but that's me I can't change , I can't wear a mask of lies . I think I start losing me .... I should give up and stay in shadow and dark for the rest of my life because I'm nothing ...... I know who am I ?
It's over
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