cheers sweetie

i know what ur saying eldy i wouldnt say that im anorexic but i WONT let my waight go over 7 sone, as soon as it does i panic, dont know why, but i just wont allow it, i`ve always been like that and i dont think i`ll ever change no matter how much my b/f has tried. i know what its like to have poeple trying to feed you up and its not a good experience, i really think its up to the individuale of whether or not they want help.



(do u know how hard that was for me to write that)

Maggie good for you for telling us it is hard to admit to other people but sometimes its the best thing because you might not see it as a problem till someone knows cause you then have support and it makes it alot easier. It was hard for me to admit to my mum but now it's made it so much easier.

Don't get me wrong it has taken me ages to put weight back on and i am now up to 8st 4lbs and sometimes look at myself and feel fat but that's because I was so use to seeing my bones instead of haveing curves.