I'm Horrible at Mathematics
I have absolutely no idea at all and I feel as if I am an utter failure when it comes to mathematics. I can't seem to grasp the concept of math in general which frustrates me to absolutely no end which makes me feel upset and angry at myself for not having the ability to understand such materials. I've tried numerous times to be able to gain the knowledge I "need" in math but I can't seem to be able to completely understand the materials that I need in high school and evidently college.
The complications in math for me is simply unbearable to a certain point which makes me feel that I won't be able to accomplish any concept pertaining to math which excludes me from furthering into additional math concepts. Supposedly, it is one the most vital class in school in general but I don't see the point of it if I won't be majoring in math or dealing with such concepts in the future in my life. If it will not be any use to me, wouldn't it be utterly futile if I were to continue? The only thing that is making me want to continue is because it is one of the school's requirement. I can't just cease the learning of math in my education because my lack of knowledge and skills; I have to continue and strive to do well in math. Regardless of my motivation and dedication, it makes absolutely no sense at all to continue learning a topic that I will continue to loathe. I say that I hate the topic but I know that life deals with math. Math is the one of the essence that assist us in advancing technology, understanding materials, and grasping such knowledge that we weren't able to understand in the past. Nonetheless, I don't want to be part of it and if I decide to focus my studies on others, I honestly believe that I would be better off.
Despite the lack of skills that I have been bestowed with, I try to do better. I work hard and I try and do my best. I study and try to do the materials that I need for class. Nope. That will not cut; something in my brain is obstructing me from learning such a topic. The hindrance that is disabling me from further learning in math doesn't seem to cease. The incessant thoughts of myself accomplishing math is endless, yet it never becomes reality. Reality matters and often times, imagination and continue dedication would be deficient.
What do you suggest I do concerning this? Do I continue learning because it's something I must force myself to do despite the fact that I don't want to? Am I supposed to be inclined to learn math which won't contribute to much in my future? Will such knowledge benefit me in a way that would help me? If so, enlighten me in what I could do.
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